EP30 – My younger brother was a genius too (10)
“brother.”
“huh?”
Hajun Yoon, who was thinking about something at home, suddenly heard Yoon Suyeon’s voice calling him and turned his head to look at her.
Suyeon Yoon was staring at him.
Hajun Yoon blinks at that sight.
“why?”
“What are you thinking about for so long?”
“No, just.”
In response to the somewhat sharp question, Hajun Yoon hesitated and looked at the ceiling. Then he let out a soft sigh and closed his eyes.
After deciding that he must now decide on an answer to their feelings, Ha-jun Yoon is trying to face their feelings instead of avoiding them.
But every time that happened, I felt a sense of guilt.
What is it that makes you like yourself so much?
Why are you having such a hard time?
“Well, are you worried?”
“No, nothing in particular.”
Yoon Soo-yeon frowned at the sight of Ha-jun Yoon answering like that even though his face was obviously worried.
‘Why is this oppa like this again? ‘Could it be that you don’t like the song?’
No, that won’t be it. If I didn’t like the song, I would have said it sooner. I don’t know about anything else, but my brother is not a person who compromises when it comes to singing.
Even if you listen to the song yourself, the quality of this song is no joke. So you don’t like something else?
What if there is something my brother doesn’t like?
If it’s not for recording a song, is it because of the stage you have to stand on?
That seemed plausible.
Because my brother is a person who is weak to pressure. Other people think that he is a genius, and his younger brother himself thinks that his brother is a genius, but he is not perfect even though he is an older brother.
In the eyes of her younger sister, Yoon Soo-yeon, her older brother, Yoon Ha-jun, is a more humane person than anyone else.
There are a lot of things to be scared of, a lot of tears, and on top of that, I feel a lot of pressure.
When I’m working on a song, I seem to be more amazing than anyone else, but I also think, ‘Is this really good when I’m done?’ and shows an unreliable appearance.
Since he’s that kind of brother, he may be feeling pressured this time too.
Moreover, this song is not just a song, but a song to save Han Go-yo.
‘Of course, the pressure will be greater than any other song I’ve worked on so far.’
Thinking of that, Sooyeon Yoon carefully reached out her hand and stroked Hajun Yoon’s head.
“what?”
“I just wanted to tell you that you are doing well.”
“what.”
In response to Soo-yeon Yoon’s words, Ha-jun Yoon did not throw away Su-yeon Yoon’s hand even though he said that.
I get strange goosebumps every time my soft, cold, long fingers brush my hair.
But it didn’t feel bad.
* * *
“Is this a PPL?”
“Yes, I think the production cost is a bit low. Instead, we will bring PPL that suits the stage.”
“Is there any PPL suitable for the stage?”
“How about a refrigerator and drinks? “When you perform a concert, you drink a lot of water or other beverages on stage, right?”
“That’s okay. But what if it’s a refrigerator?”
“Before appearing, we put in a scene where we take drinks out of the refrigerator and drink them one at a time.”
After thinking about PD Kim Yong-jang’s words for a moment, I nodded. I definitely don’t think it’s that bad if it’s directed that way.
Plus, if you get PPL, you can put on a more spectacular stage.
“As for the location, as Mr. Hajun said, we will start from the school and work our way around. And the final place where Goyo sings alone will be an empty classroom.”
“Classroom?”
“Yes, I first thought about the practice room, but I thought the classroom would have that more lonely feel.”
Hmm, that’s true too.
After talking about the stage, we got up.
There is not much time left until the stage.
Tomorrow is the stage filming.
Of course, it’s not a live stage and we have to film in various compositions, so we plan to film several times, so there’s not that much of a burden.
‘Can we persuade the public with this?’ I have concerns.
Even though it was my idea from beginning to end, I always get worried whenever something like this happens.
“Is the meeting over?”
With that thought in mind, I came out of the conference room and heard a familiar voice.
I turned my head to the voice and looked at the place where the voice came from.
“huh? “What, why are you here?”
“Because of the broadcast schedule.”
In response to my question, Goyo said that and waved the small camera he was holding in his hand.
What kind of filming is this, and why is one person carrying a camera?
“What show is it?”
“It’s an old broadcast where celebrities each carry a camera and film their daily lives. Um, so it’s an ancient vlog?”
“Oh, I remember seeing that on TV when I was young. But are you going to do that again?”
“Why is retro a craze these days? In addition, edited videos of old entertainment shows are viewed very well on iTube.”
“ah.”
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Certainly, old things are popular these days. There are no TV ratings, but the number of views of old entertainment shows uploaded to iTube is increasing every day.
“So it’s being broadcast on TV?”
“No, it’s exclusive to iTube.”
“indeed.”
It’s a program tailored to trends, right?
What I don’t understand, however, is why does Goyo appear on such a program?
The silence I know is far from entertainment.
“So do you have any other schedules now?”
“No, practice is at night anyway, so I don’t have anything else to do until then.”
“okay? “Then have you eaten?”
“no.”
“Great. Then let’s eat together.”
“Is that filming too?”
Goyo nods his head.
Well, mukbang is always a popular topic.
But if Goyo and I do a mukbang, who will watch it? Goyo and I both compete for first or second place when it comes to eating bad food.
Unless it’s Taeyoung or Suyeon, Sohyang enjoys it.
It’s really amazing to look at that. I also like eating, but I don’t enjoy it that much.
“So what do you want to eat?”
“I already got a recommendation. “I heard there’s a delicious hamburger restaurant around here.”
“okay? “Then let’s go there.”
After nodding like that, I left the broadcasting station with Goyo and headed to the hamburger restaurant that Goyo had recommended.
Wow, maybe because it was the hottest time of the year, it was very steamy.
“It’s so hot.”
“okay? “I’m fine.”
I looked at Goyo who said that.
It was truly amazing that Goyo was not shedding a single drop of sweat. I’m covered in sweat right now, starting from my forehead all the way to my body.
Doesn’t he feel the heat?
“Aren’t you hot?”
“I don’t normally feel heat well. Would you like to hold hands sometime?”
Saying that, Goyo holds out his hand.
Pure white fingers. Look at it and hold it carefully. Then I felt a cool touch.
It’s not wet from sweat, but it’s the exact opposite of my hot hands.
Is his body itself cold?
“So do you feel the cold a lot?”
“Yes, it’s been very bad since I was young.”
“It will be difficult when winter comes.”
“Actually, fall is harder than winter. “In the winter, you can just wrap yourself in thick clothes and carry a hot pack and other things, but if you do that in the fall, people will look at you strangely.”
Sure, that’s it too.
So we went into the restaurant, chatting calmly and calmly. Because it was summer, the air conditioner was turned on strong, so it felt cool as soon as I entered.
“Ah, I think I’ll buy it.”
“It’s a bit cold.”
On the other hand, Goyo sat down at the restaurant after putting on the cardigan she had brought because it was probably cold.
After thinking about what to eat for a while, we ordered two hamburger sets and talked again.
“Are you confident about filming tomorrow?”
“Of course I’m confident. “Singing is what I’m most familiar with.”
“but.”
“So are you confident?”
When asked if he is confident, he hums and hums.
Self, yourself. I’m confident in making songs now, but I’m still not confident in singing.
Plus, the lineup of kids standing together is really great. Goyo and Suyeon have unprecedented talent. Plus Taeyoung, who would later become a world star.
And because Sohyang has experience as an idol, she handles the camera very well.
I don’t have a problem. I’m not good at using a camera, I’m not particularly good at singing, and that doesn’t mean I have my own charm.
It’s mediocre, with nothing outstanding about it.
I’ve been thinking about this for a long time, but mediocre talent is truly cruel. If I didn’t have talent, I wouldn’t have even dreamed of it.
“Sometimes I see people.”
“huh.”
“There are people who want to be the only one, not the number one.”
“huh.”
“But I think that’s a really cruel thing to say.”
“why?”
I take a sip of water in response to the quiet question.
Only one. Instead of becoming something else, let’s become something that only I can have and only I can be.
“Because that’s something only someone with their own charm can say. I don’t know what people who can’t be the only one or the number one should be. That’s because not everyone can be a singer, and not everyone can be an athlete.”
“yes.”
“And even if you become a singer or athlete, you won’t necessarily be successful.”
“that’s right.”
Even now, many people are probably practicing to become singers.
And even if it’s not about working as an actor or model, or practicing to become an athlete or e-sports player, you’re probably studying to achieve something.
But not all of them can succeed.
Because the world is not that kind.
That’s why talent is cruel. People tell you to do what you want, but doing what you want doesn’t mean you’ll achieve what you want.
“So what do you want to say?”
Goyo looks at me and asks.
Without avoiding eye contact, with clear eyes filled with kindness.
After looking at that gaze, I lightly shrugged my shoulders and raised them.
Then he took a sip of the drink that came out before he knew it and opened his mouth.
“It’s just that those people also did something, were doing something, tried. “I just want someone to know.”
A trace, or a trace. Any expression is fine, so I just thought it would be good if someone knew. Although it may be an immature thought.
“By any chance, is that the theme of your title song that I will sing?”
Really, I used to be extremely dull, but now I’ve become so perceptive.
Accurate. What I’m saying to Goyo right now is about the theme of the next title song.
“Have you decided on a title?”
“Would you call it a trace, a wound, or a trajectory? “It’s a senseless title, but I’m going to leave it that way.”
“A title that feels like a scratch?”
“huh.”
“When do you plan on releasing that album?”
Instead of answering, he picks up the hamburger and takes a big bite. This is to avoid answering.
Actually, even if I wanted to answer, I have nothing to say right now.
I just decided on a topic and didn’t do any other work, so what do I know?
“Well, won’t it come out before graduation at the latest?”
“I hope so.”
“I think it would be okay to pay it with graduation?”
After that, I had many useless conversations with Goyo.
When I think about it, it’s the first time I’ve been quiet and chatting about such meaningless things.
After eating the hamburger and talking to our heart’s content, we got up. Then he looks at Goyo and asks.
“what are you going to do now?”
“I have to keep filming. “I promised to meet Sohyang now.”
Every time Sohyang’s name is mentioned, Goyo’s expression becomes filled with kindness.
When did your relationship become so good?
Well, Sohyang is Goyo’s only best friend.
Sooyeon is more of a rival than a friend.
“you?”
“I’m going to go to school to see if everything is ready for tomorrow’s filming.”
Tomorrow, I will not be just a stage participant. He is the composer who composed this song, the producer, the singer who performs on stage, and the director who is responsible for all stage productions.
So there is more to do than ever.
Even if a music broadcasting station with a lot of experience helps, the details are bound to be different.
“Okay, then I’ll see you in the evening.”
“huh.”
With a camera in one hand, silence fades away. I look at the back.
If you think about how quiet it used to be in the past when it didn’t communicate with others, you can see that it has really changed a lot.
And when I think that that change happened because of me, I feel like I can’t say anything.
Is this how a mother bird feels when she sees her baby bird leaving the nest?
Feeling like something was tickling my heart, I scratched the back of my head and headed to school.
In order to continue to see that silence in the future, tomorrow’s filming is really important.
And now the final decision is just around the corner.
My younger brother was a genius
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